yesterday i chatted with a fellow blogger that seems to be very good in poetry.i asked her how did she started,one of her reason was,once in her life she was lacking of self confidence,and writing poem help her bring up her confidence,i pushed her to tell me what makes her self confidence low at that time,and she said that she was bigger than everybody else.
bigger,huhu one of the substitute word for fat,gemok,gendut,bla bla bla.as for me i prefer to use the word chomel.hehe.please dont get me wrong,im not mocking her,instead,i do understand her,as i had the same problem when i was younger.in fact that was the reason my days in my boarding school are not the best days of my life,they were a part of the worst ones.i was always picked on because of size.
that was that,and i have no intention to elaborate that second paragraph,but now everything is different,society accepts me the way i am,a lot of people wants to be my friend.as my father once said to his friend,"rudy ni,name je dok jepon,tapi kawan satu malaysia".everywhere i go,there is always someone who knows me.
instead of mocking me of being fat,these people always associate me with being cute,im not sure wheather that is just thier way to please me,or maybe it was me,always substituting the word fat with chomel,either way,im happy with them,treating me good,and sharing their fun live with me.
to top it up,my other half accepted me,and said that she liked me,tembam2 chomel.hehehe i love her so much
